Just really angst and having trouble with my emotions. Getting angry and upset way too easily.
It makes me feel that life is so pointless... I don't want to be defined and limited by my depression but at the same time it feels so freaking stifling and way too much to deal with.
It's not that I hate my life. I'm blessed and there are things to be thankful for. It's just that the idea that everything is temporary makes me lose the will to fight. I feel like giving up, too tired from all the struggles. But also, the idea of giving up disgusts me as I had already come so far.
Praying.
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